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13 November 2010 @ 11:59 pm
Writing spree  

Yeah, I'm posting a second fic today! This time for a more usual fandom, heh.

Title: When in Doubt, Appease
Pairing: Big Boss/Kaz Miller
Rating: NSFW
Word Count: ~560
Summary: Kaz's honest bout of shower angst gets interrupted.
Disclaimer: MGS belongs to Hideo Kojima & Konami.


When in Doubt, Appease


Tiring himself out by exercise doesn't help, so a face full of hot water in the showers had damn well better do the trick. Saying that Kaz hates nights like this would be an understatement: pensive but restless, his mind caught between the MSF and Cipher – Big Boss and Zero, he might as well call spade a spade. It always comes down to the leader in this world.

Stopping to think is dangerous if you're double-crossing someone, and significantly more so if that someone has enough trust in you to make you feel guilty.

Big Boss and his talk of deterrence – if that's MSF's main export, then Kaz's currency must be appeasement. It is a sort of balance, all right, just better suited to a different era. That, and the fact that appeasement by itself has never really solved anything.

Absorbed in this limbo of thought and steam, Kaz fails to pick up the sound of approaching footsteps until there's another body at his back, restraining him, two fingers jabbed playfully into his ribcage. He doesn't need to look to know who the intruder is.

“Well, one way to keep your infiltration skills sharp,” is as much of a greeting as he gives. I don't need this right now, damn it. A chuckle rumbles in his ear in response, Big Boss's cheek nudging the side of his face.

The grip grows a little relaxed as a hand creeps across Kaz's face from behind, touching his cheekbones as though expecting to encounter a barrier, and despite his unspoken conflict Kaz finds it hard not to start laughing – “I took them off this time, don't worry.” Snake's fingers alight on his lips afterwards, tracing the outline until Kaz can take it no longer and flicks his tongue against them, prompting Snake to slide two in.

He needs it way too much, and that's exactly the problem.

“Kaz...” comes the hoarse whisper, equal parts exasperation and arousal. It's all it takes for its addressee to throw Big Boss off balance as he would in a routine CQC practice to give himself an opening to spin around for a full-blown kiss. The contact turns out harsh and frequently broken, but neither seems to quite mind.

The shower proves a nuisance, though, and it's not long before Snake shoves Kaz to the side of the cubicle, out of the main blast of the running water. Everything is an irritatingly slippery slope just then; Kaz braces himself against the tiled wall, a cold counterpoint to all other sensation despite the steam condensing on it, and hooks one leg around Snake's waist haphazardly, rubbing their erections together in the small space left between their bodies. From Snake's fervent reciprocation, it's clear that'll be more than enough to satisfy.

When he comes his voice is reduced to hollow gasps; Snake follows suit a moment later, by which time all Kaz needs is a cue to collapse. Yes, that's the exhaustion he tried to induce earlier. Finally. How ironic.

“You all right, Kaz?” How Big Boss achieves such a look of concern even in the undignified sticky state both of them are in, Kaz doubts he'll ever understand.

“It's nothing.” It's not, but it's the only viable answer.

It has to be nothing, for however long it takes before they get to what appeasement can't fix.



 
 
 
Cherry: Kaz Fishingcherrytruck on November 13th, 2010 11:40 pm (UTC)
GGSDFH
SDFSDFJHFKSFK HSDFSDadk sdfjskdl aaahasdjiasdj HNNNGGHHH UNF UNDFUNFUNFUNF

OH GREAT THERE GOES MY KEYBOARD... I'LL TYPE SOMETHING COHERENT WHEN I'M NOT JIZZING EVERYWHERE OK


OTHERWISE
THIS IS GONNA BE WHAT I THINK OF EVERY TIME BEFORE I GO TO BED
>B)
See you later, instigator: Kaz Miller - excitement!oudeteron on November 13th, 2010 11:53 pm (UTC)
Re: GGSDFH
I LOVE YOUR ENTHUSIASTIC COMMENTS SO MUCH, THEY MAKE ME WANT TO JIZZ FLOWERS AND MAKE TYPOS LIKE A BOSS.


ENJOY >B)

Edited at 2010-11-13 11:53 pm (UTC)
Cherry: Big Boss Naked Camocherrytruck on January 28th, 2011 10:40 am (UTC)
Re: GGSDFH
JIZZ FLOWERS JKSDHFSKJDFHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HA THAT IS SUCH A FUNNY IMAGE but ow that sounds painful

Lawl why is my comment like 3 months late. Anyway, I read this again. Poor tormented Kaz and Big Boss coming in when he's trying to angst by himself. xD But there's no way anyone would pass shower sex with him! DICK RUBBING ACTION FOREVER \O/
See you later, instigator: Kaz Miller - peaceoudeteron on January 28th, 2011 01:40 pm (UTC)
DON'T WORRY, THE FLOWERS WILL ARRANGE THEMSELVES AFTERWARDS (LOL WHAT)

Thanks for this comment and for rereading! BB never knows when to leave well enough alone. XD AND YES, AGREED~
Thene: hurt meathenemiranda on November 14th, 2010 06:54 am (UTC)
KAZ ANGST

it's that thing where the only reason he's feeling such ~inner torment~ is that he's a two-faced shit. d'awwww.
See you later, instigator: Metal Gear Laws - Governmentoudeteron on November 14th, 2010 02:49 pm (UTC)
Now now, it'd be easier to name the characters who aren't two-faced shits in this series. XD